Oh man Christmas is creeping up fast. I can not wait for it. This year is going to be good with the presents if my mom isn't fibbing. I can not wait. But yeah it is December and you know what else is kind of around the corner? Graduation. I am SCARED out of my freakin mind. Why? Cause I don't know if I am ready for that next step in life. Well ready or not here it comes. Hopefully I wont trip.
Man there is a lot going on lately. Everyday someone else I know is pregnant. It is quite weird. Not so surprising anymore. I am just glad they at least tell me right? So I am not completely left out of the loop. Oh! And two of my friends are getting married. And I am ACTUALLY in one. It's crazy! The other one I am like not even invited. Meh. Whatever. At least Andie already told me I am in hers. It is a super honor. I am excited for it! I get to be a bride's maid woop! It's exciting.
George and I are back together. Don't remember if I mentioned it in my last blog if I did sorry. I am super super SUPER proud of him. He did GREAT on his exam today. He passed with flying colors. I am so happy with him. I knew he could do it. He is a super smart kid at what he does. I know it and he needs to know it too. Hopefully his score will give him confidence that he is great in that.
My cousin Bonnie is living in Florida now. I am so happy. I love Bonnie. She was always my favorite cousins out of them all. I remember growing up I wanted to be JUST LIKE her. Cause she was so badass and didn't care what people thought of her. I never had the courage for that. She was always so badass and hardcore in my eyes. And funny thing is after these years her looks have changed but not her attitude hahaha!
But however things have been kind of blah too. I am feeling more sickish lately. My stomach has been hurting so bad last few days it's unreal. And NO I am NOT pregnant for all of you who don't know I am still a virgin thank you very much. Just have stomach problems is all. But hey hopefully they will get better soon. Oh and by the way I am going to start a new weight loss thing sometime soon. I need it badly. I am getting super fat.
My step dad is being really douchebaglike lately. I sware I don't do anything right. Speaking of step dads I went down memory lane today. Totally not fun. I really fucking hate my past. For those who don't know, I was abused as a child. And it makes me not remember that period I was abused at. And I get terrified when I think of it cause I don't know what he could have done to me. I don't even remember what he looks like... Life goes on I guess. I just wish I wasn't so fucked up.
*sighs*
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