Mmmm..... I felt like updating my blog for once... Seeing as I feel like a piece of shit right now not sure how good or nice it's gonna be... just a heads up...
got a bowling ball in my stomach... got a desert in my mouth...
So I feel like hell today... Valentines Day.... Hmph.... More like Happy Hallmark Day... this day was just formed by the companies to make naive people like me hopeful... Hopeful yet left extremely disappointed... I really wasn't looking forward to today... at all... I had class all day... Lab... Wasn't thinking I was gonna get home till about 5... not exactly the perfect way to spend Valentines Day...
it's just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird...
I feel insanely alone today... I'm not sure if I am really feeling that way or if it's just the remains of a shitty day... perhaps it is both... I find it odd that I feel alone and I push people away... I stop talking as much if I talk at all... Heh... I guess today is just another low... Perhaps tomorrow I will feel better... The only good thing about my Valentines Day, other than my dad attempting to cheer me up, was the fact that I have a Valentine... What blows is I couldn't hang with him today... Lamesauce... I'll make it up to him... next time I'm in town... For now I need sleep... before I vomit all over my dad's rug... ciao...
where those angels, when you need em?
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